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My Life is a Shoujo Anime... Revived?
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
11:11 p.m.
Meh. Well, my life now can't be really described as a Shoujo anime like it used to be. But I've decided to spill some mixed colored paint over my med school life. Robin and B.K.A. both brighten my typical day in med school. Robin's become a closer friend now, and has also officially become my Globe text mate. XD B.K.A. is... Well, you already know what he is. He pumps more blood to my arteries. >.< Anyway, after Robin set me up again with him to ride on a pedicab on the way home (Sitting beside him in cramped space made me giddy and nervous at the same time. O_o), I've decided that if I fail my second year, I would tell him that I've been crushing on him since first year. But, if I pass second year, I'll tell either Ria or Ana about this crush of mine so that my third year med life will be a little more interesting. I told Robin this, and his reply?
"I guess you'll be telling Ria and Ana then!"
It made me smile. I like his optimism. He's actually charming in a way. Ever since I had that texting spree with him after talking to him about my crush, I've been wanting to hang around with him more. I really enjoy his company. XD
That aside, there also rises a problem. Rainykun is planning to take Medicine in UERM too. Are we going to "rekindle the fire"? In all honesty, I leave that to him. We may be in a mutual understanding right now, but I have to admit, for each day that passes, I start liking B.K.A. more and more. I'm just keeping a good distance away from him because I know that it's one-sided. Now if there comes a time when suddenly the feeling becomes mutual, it's going to be a tough decision. It's crossed my mind, but I didn't want to think too much of it. I told myself, if that time comes, I'll decide by then. I guess, it would pretty much be like "may the best man win". I can still call what I have for B.K.A. a crush/infatuation and what I have for Rainykun something stronger. I guess that still puts me on the safer side. But whatever happens, happens.
Running...
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
03:20 p.m.
I just skipped out on the Pharmacology feedback. After have Pediatrics feedback this morning, I was again down in the dumps. I failed... AGAIN. And to think I studied that subject too even when I was brought to Batangas the weekend before the exams. I studied my butt off that subject. I even brought that ridiculously heavy and thick Nelson's Pediatrics Book and read it. Then what do I get? 47/100 and the MPL is 60. It's disappointing that I couldn't even manage to reach 60, considering the sacrifices I made for the 5th exams. Because of Pediatrics, I don't even want to know what I got for Pharmacology because I'm sure I got another lower than crap grade.
So much for aiming for an 80% on Pathology, Pharmacology, and Medicine. I was so determined too. I'm angry, depressed, disappointed... I just feel like crap. My dad knows I'm doing bad in school right now, but I don't think he knows just exactly how. Just last Sunday night when we were on our way to Keystone, he told me, "You can do it. Just keep studying." I'm glad he still thinks I can do it, and hopefully I can. It's just so hard... I can easily tell myself, "I'll do better next time!" but when I get a rain of depressing feedbacks, I get pulled down back to hopelessness. Right now, all I want is one, just ONE exam feedback with a passing grade. I've had enough of the depressing 5th exam feedbacks, I'm already running away from them. Cowardice? Maybe so. But it's the only way I won't get even more hopeless.
Ever since I saw those horrible Medicine and Surgery grades, I've been staying longer in school now. I mean, I don't leave for Keystone right away like I used to. I just suddenly find myself not wanting to go back. I'm wanting to stay, just in case all else fails... I hope I'll be able to stay. I want to stay in this school. I want to graduate on time and I don't want to fail my dad. There's just so much to lose.
Crush Galore
Monday, February 1, 2010
05:25 p.m.
What's with me these days? All that ever pops up my head is B.K.A., B.K.A., B.K.A. >.< Do I really like him that much? Weh. It's just weird. Robin, on the other hand, is very amused with all this. It's kinda freaky sometimes that he can read me like a book now ever since I told him how I felt about his "boyfriend". O_o I don't mind his teasing. It's better than bottling up all this girly feelings inside. Actually, I'm thankful he's there to break the tension. Sometimes I get so flustered when B.K.A. even passes by. I get tachycardic, excited, and shy. Once he leaves, Robin just laughs or smirks at me out of the blue and I get this strong desire to smack him, which I do each time. :P Meh...
What's bothering me right now though is B.K.A.'s birthday. I mean, I want to give him something but I don't really know what and I'm also kinda scared to. Robin's birthday is five days after, and it's so easy to think of something to give him. Weh. And I'm not shy to give it to him. >.< This is such a small problem, yet it still bothers me thanks to this stupid yet extremely strong crush of mine. I mean, giving a gift to Bean and to Rainykun when I was crushing on them was easy to do. But why in the world is it so hard to even THINK about giving B.K.A. something for his birthday? >.< *sigh* I want to talk to Robin about this "dilemma", but now I'm kinda embarrassed to. O_o Well, I still have about a week or so. Hopefully, I'll figure out what I can do.
Walking on a Tightrope
Saturday, January 30, 2010
09:49 p.m.
I got the feedback for Medicine and saw my score for Surgery. It was devastating. You know that feeling you get when you know you studied so hard, took the test and felt confident that you'll pass this time only to get the results and see that you didn't even make it to the passing score? Well, that's how I feel right now: extremely disappointed. It's bullcrap, really. The moment I saw my score, all that ran through my head was: Was I not meant to pass Med School? Sure, I thought that way during first year, but this is way worse. I'm failing almost every subject in second year right now. After seeing my Medicine score, I was hoping I passed Surgery just so I'd feel better, and what did I see? An even worse score than what I got for Medicine. >.< Next week, we'll be getting the feedback for the other subjects, and I tell you now, I just lost that confidence I had before we saw the first feedback. I'm already down in the dumps, and now I don't want to feel even worse than what I feel now...
LOA can kiss my ass. I meant it. I really did. I'm not the type to give up right away. I decided to beat myself up instead of run away. Sure, some would say it was the more logical thing to do; to save your butt from getting kicked out of the school. Well, no. I don't care. I'm stubborn. I'm hard-headed. I'm not giving up. It's not over until it's over. And just like a friend of mine from school said, "Just study harder and do better." It may be easier said than done. But that's just the thing I'm going to do for the last set of Long Tests and the Final Exam. This time, it literally is my life on the line. What have I got to lose? My dream, my new friends, my promise.
A Memorable Evening of My Med Life
Friday, January 29, 2010
11:34 a.m.
Last night was fun. Lots of fun. XD
So I was waiting for B.K.A to pick me up. He came around 8:30pm, and when I went out of the apartment, it turned out another group of my classmates were there waiting for some other people. B.K.A. was there and well, told me to go with them instead since he and the ones with him were going by taxi. Lol. Taxi. I thought he had a car. XD So I rode with my other classmates and we got lost. Lol. I had to call B.K.A to give us clearer directions. And after a few turns, misses, and a car scratch (I hope Ewi will be able to take that huge scratch off her car. >.<), we made it to Grilla, Libis. Only a few of my classmates where there, around 15 to 20. We're a hundred in the class so meh... I was so hungry when we were there and I ate more than what I was supposed to (according to my diet, I'm not supposed to eat rice for dinner LOL). We all took a bunch of pictures (all uploaded in Facebook. XD). Everyone drank booze, except me, because I don't drink and beer tastes nasty. But I did try the margarita. XD My classmates were all telling me to drink. Bwahaha! And actually, they were amazed I came to the night out. Well, it's my first time with them so they were pretty much excited and took pictures with me like I was some celebrity. Wahaha! XD Robin was especially enjoying watching me. >.< Weh. He's like some stalker out to pounce on me. Waaa! But of course he would be enjoying. He knows full well that I was very much crushing on B.K.A. For crying out loud, B.K.A. was wearing his glasses most of the time, and I can't help it but scream deep down inside, "GAAAH! HE'S SO CUTE!!!" O_o I'm such a girl. Lol.
After Grilla, Libis, some people went home. It was already around 1am that time. I had the choice to ride with Bau and Ria or stay some more and go home with B.K.A. Meh. I decided to stay, not only because I secretly just wanted to ride home with him, but also wanted to just experience staying up that late during a night out. We went to another restaurant near the clubs. They all drank again. O_o Some were already tipsy and some were really close to getting drunk. Fortunately, I think I'm already used to drunk people after seeing Aymah that one time (*flashbacks to the last DLSU Block party*). She was worse than what I saw last night. Lol.
Anyway, aside from the brief happy moments I had when he would swing his arm around my shoulders or bring his face close to mine for a picture or just simply say my name, the whole night was enjoyable. It was really a lot of fun, even though I don't drink. It was fun watching them. And it felt real nice that they're really friendly. It was my first time with them and I'm not an alcohol drinker, but I'm glad all of them made it so I wouldn't feel left out despite these. We went home at 4:30am. >.< So yeah, I'm still sleepy right now.
Detox
Thursday, January 28, 2010
05:43 p.m.
Whew. I'm finally done with the exams. Well, some of them were effing hard, Pathology included. And that was the subject I concentrated on studying too. >.< If I were to compare how I did this week to last time, well, I'd say I did better. I studied hell more than before, I better get higher grades. But I guess I'll find out if I improved once we get the exam feedback. Tomorrow will be the feedback for Psychiatry and Medicine. I hope I passed Medicine. >.<
On a lighter note, later the class is going to have a "detoxification" night out in Grilla, Libis (I have no idea where that is), though, detox wouldn't be the right term since I'm sure they'll be drinking. XD Anyway, yeah, for the first time, I'm going out with them. And thanks to a certain big fat blue birdy, I was set up to ride with B.K.A. going to and coming back from the venue. T^T Part of me is jumping for joy in a girly "kilig" way, and the other part just wants to shoot him with an arrow for setting me up. @_@ Well, at least there are others riding with him too, so it would help me not to get a heart attack during the ride. I don't know, though, if my heart feels that it's lucky for me or not. Lol. But at least I get to ride in his car. It's a rare opportunity, I might as well take it and enjoy no matter what. XD
LOA can kiss my butt!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
04:03 p.m.
I just had my second "counseling" a while ago from a Pathology prof. The first one was around two weeks ago with a Pharmacology prof. Well, they basically said the same thing:
"Your Pathology grade is bad and your Medicine is downright horrible. Wanna take LOA?"
My reply to that? NO WAY!
I know how bad I'm doing with the subjects now, with Pathology being around 72-73% and Medicine being a really nice 68% (I'm the lowest in the ENTIRE batch, by the way). Pharmacology is just borderline and the other subjects are crap. But I'm not going to take LOA even if the odds are against me. It's not an option. Getting kicked out of the school isn't an option either, so I know just how hard I'm going to have to work this time. I have to study now like my life depended on it, and in fact, it does.
There are reasons why I can't take LOA nor allow myself to get kicked out of the school.
First, taking LOA delays me by a year. I don't want that. It may save me from getting hell grades, but that will be at the expense of being delayed and separating from my new friends, whom I'm beginning to get a bit attached to now. I mean they put the color in my gray med school life. They don't really realize it yet, I suppose. But that's their effect on me now. So the suggestion of LOA can kiss my ass. DX
Second, my dad was afflicted with encephalitis last September, and during the course of that horrid illness, I made him a promise. I promised him that I'll top the board exams (at least be in the top 10). Now this promise conflicts with being kicked out of school. Everyone knows damn well UERM is KING in producing the top when it comes to the exams. And I have to use that to my advantage. Sure, before, I didn't even want to study here. UERM wasn't my first choice; DLSU Das Marinas was. But even though this school has somewhat crappy facilities with messed up laboratories (I'm looking at Biochem and Physiology), a rundown elevator, and pain in the ass profs (who I won't name because people read blogs... Hint is they're from the 1st year department), I learned to like the school just a little bit. Getting kicked out means losing all of this and also losing what I could save even if I took LOA.
It's become a do-or-die situation. This is my chance. I've got two more long tests to do well in and the final exams. My goal this time is to pass ALL my subjects, while I get a grade of at least 80% in Pathology, Pharmacology, and Medicine. Looks impossible? Just watch me.
Irritating Infatuation
Friday, January 15, 2010
07:30 p.m.
Today was just... Meh. Just a few hours ago, I found myself really irritated. Well, I'm good at relating with guys, right? It's so easy to be natural around them because of my tomboyish nature. But there is just one guy I find it hard to act normal with; one guy I can't even strike up a good conversation with. I'm talking about B.K.A. I was just so irritated with myself I didn't realize I was practically walking up and down the stairs. Lo and behold, Robin noticed me and asked what was wrong. B.K.A. was with him. I told him there was nothing wrong, and that I was okay. But of course, my face said otherwise. I ran back down the stairs to meet with my parents. Yeah, my parents dropped by because I was actually going to be given an award for participating in the UE Theme Contest. Anyway, Robin met up with me after a while. I was already calm and I told him that I would talk to him about it at a later time. My heart was pounding like hell. Of course,
I've done it. I've told Robin. Luckily for me, he's not going to tell him, which is a good thing. Why did I tell Robin? I just needed someone to talk to, aside from Rain-kun; someone from UE. And Robin is the one person I guess I feel closest to. Haha... Another guy. I feel a little better now. But if there's anything I really want, it's to be able to talk to B.K.A. more properly. I don't care if he doesn't like me back or whatever. It's just irritating me the way I can't budge him. Haay...
All The Small Things
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
10:21 a.m.
Because recently, one of my goals was to beat B.K.A.'s Rock Band score on my iPhone, I ended up with the song by Blink 182 stuck in my head. Of course, I indeed surpassed the high score. Meh.
All the small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take one lift
Your ride best trip
Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating
Say it aint so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, na......
Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares
Say it aint so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, na......
Say it aint so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, Ill be your thrill
The night will go on, my little windmill
Say it aint so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, Ill be your thrill
The night will go on, the night will go on, my little windmill.
Kyuu! The power of infatuation!
Monday, January 11, 2010
09:50 p.m.
I'm going to die... Die of kilig and infatuation. Dammit! B.K.A looks so friggin' adorable when he wears glasses. And dammit his glasses is permanent now since he's nearsighted. Now I have to live the rest of my Med school life getting sudden cases of myocardial infarction. >.< Just a while ago, I had this sudden urge to tell him he was cute with glasses on when I was talking to him on YM. But I controlled myself. Saying something like that would be suicide. O_o For one, he seems te type to avoid me if I said something as leading as that. Waaah... Never! I can never say something that embarrassing to him! I'd rather keep it hidden. Anyway, he doesn't seem to find me as attractive as I find him. Weh. I hate this infatuation I have. It's all his fault for being so darn... Cute.
~~~~~~~~~~REAL Japanese Names
Thursday, January 7, 2010
06:59 p.m.
So I was interested in knowing what my name was in Japanese. And I'm not talking about the Katakana translation. I'm talking about the deeper translation. Well, I looked up my first name and it meant "garden" in Spanish. So I checked for it in the Japanese dictionary. Lo and behold, I got 「園」 or 「その」, which reads as "sono". Cool. XD My last name was harder though, because it meant "one who came from Argos in Asteenas (North Spain)". Definitely, there's no exact translation for that in a Japanese name. The closest I got was 「西」 or 「にし」, which reads as "nishi" and means "west" or Spain. I decided to go with that, and so now my name in Japanese is 「西園」. Astig. XD
I looked up Ame-kun's name too. His first name meant "small" and so the kanji for it is 「小」, which reads 「しょう」 or "shou". His last name meant "friend" or "beloved". I picked "beloved" instead because the Japanese word for it sounded cooler: 「最愛」 in kanji, read as 「さいあい」 or "saiai". So his Japanese name would come out as 「最愛小」. XD
I'll try some other names later. XD Maybe some of my classmates. Lol. Maybe I can try B.K.N.'s! XD
A Maiden?!
Thursday, January 7, 2010
12:17 a.m.
Before I start ranting, first I want to say that B.K.A. wore glasses today (I don't know if it was his or what) and I SWEAR I couldn't even look at him straight when he was talking to me. Why? Because he was just so damn adorable! O_o Dammit. I hate it when a guy unknowingly pulls my heartstrings like that. >.< Gaaah!!!
Okay, the above sounded a bit like a rant, but the real rant is about Amekun. That idiot sometimes says the wrong things when I expect something better. Plus, he thinks because I keep in touch with him a lot, it affects my grades somewhat. >.< I am not that shallow. My grades are hell right now because the study methods I've been using don't work in 2nd year. Advanced studying is crap. Cramming was better but still gave me pasang awa grades. I need more than that, so this time I'm trying a different method using my iPhone. It puts the fun in boring things. It should work. Hopefully. Grarrrrgh! I really wanted to slap his face right then and there when he said that. And then he implies to me that he wants to go to the same school I'm in because I'm here... Yet the way he talks about how "serious" he's going to take med school kinda defeats the purpose. It's okay to be serious, but the way he said it, it's like he's not even going to make time for me the way I make time for him right now. And that's why if he ever steps foot on UE as a medical student there, I'm going to make him miss me so bad he'll make the time! And if it doesn't work, screw him! Gaaah! Look at the way I'm talking right now. It's like I WANT him to come after me; like I'm a freakin' maiden in love. DAMMIT! I need that B.K.A. distraction, NOW!
Happy New Year!
Sunday, January 3, 2010
12:11 a.m.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! XD
We spent the new year in Olongapo. We didn't play with firecrackers though. Instead we just watched fireworks in Subic. I miss playing with Watusi and stuff. Wah...
Anyway, since it's the new year, I've decided to make it my New Year's resolution to get better grades in school, at least to pull them up. >.< Argh... School starts Monday. I don't wanna go to school yet. T^T
Anyway, I have tomorrow as my last day to enjoy. Poor me. T^T
Ex = friend?
Monday, December 28, 2009
03:25 p.m.
So I just heard from an old friend of mine that his girlfriend broke up with him. And that's after five friggin' years of a relationship. WTH. Well, I think I've mentioned them before. Krish is a Catholic, and his late GF is Born Again. Born Agains are rather strict especially with relationships. So those two have been illegal for five years. Meh. Reminds me of my Lovely Complex with Ame-kun in college. We were illegal too, but unlike Krish and his GF, we only lasted a year. Not to mention, we remained best friends after that. After all, he was just too precious to let go of completely. But there's the other difference: Krish and his ex didn't stay friends. It really bugs me. Krishna is a really nice guy, and I don't get why she would refuse to be friends with him. To be honest, if I saw her I'd give her a good bitchslappin'. Lol. No, but really... They had a friggin' five year relationship and all that goes into the dump? What gives? Especially when you know the person is a GOOD person. To be honest I find it stupid. And this is why I wonder why a lot of people think break-ups are the end when it really isn't. Of course, if the significant other was really a total jackass, then I would understand. I could also understand avoiding the ex only for a certain amount of time to let wounds heal, but to actually say "No we can never be friends" to an ex whom you know so well is a very nice person, it just bugs me a whole lot.
Maybe you're thinking I just don't know the circumstances of the break up. According to Krishna, she was already dating another guy even though they were still together. She hid stuff from him and lied to him. In the end, she was the one who dumped him. You'd expect Krish to be mad and be the one to say "we can never be friends". But no. It's the oter way around. Krish OFFERED to be friends, and the girl refused. WTH? I don't know what went on in that silly little head of hers, but she knows damn well that Krishna is a nice guy. But hearing about her refusing the offer? I learned that Krishna is a good guy in a span of one year being classmates with him. I expected HER to have learned that and more so in the FIVE years she's been with him. I guess I was wrong...
Meh. Yeah I'm ranting. Krish said it well to me too: It's her loss. Hehe... And I couldn't agree more.
Christmas Eve!
Thursday, December 24, 2009
12:43 p.m.
It's Christmas Eve! Time flies so fast. We'll be spending the Christmas party tonight in my Dad's brother's house/compound. ^^
Anyway, I've been good so far. It's been stress free and I'm enjoying. XD I got Tekken 6 for my PS3 and now I'm practicing my character again. I swear I'm going to get back the glory I used to have, when I was able to pwn guys in Tekken! Grarr them all!
Well, I don't have much to say right now. ^^ Oh, but check out my DA. I added another literature. XD It's my first sonnet, and it's all about...
Hell continued...
Thursday, December 17, 2009
11:18 a.m.
Dammit! I slept at 3am last night studying my ass of for Pathology and what do I get? I did HORRIBLE once again in the exam. What the hell? It's like the stuff I studied weren't included in the exam. And God knows I RARELY actually get to stay up that late too. So I thought I would do at least fairly well today. Argh! Stupid stupid stupid. What a way to end the last week of school for this year. What a Christmas/birthday. What the heck. ._. All I've got left is some stupid practical quiz tomorrow for Medicine that I have to study my ass off again later. And HOPEFULLY I'll do better this time. Dammit. Pathology and Med are the subjects I'm doing extremely bad at and apparently, even if I try harder, the result is freakin' the same. I'm annoyed. I'm stressed. I just want to punch a wall so hard till my fist bleeds. Maybe that will make me feel better. I am already hating this. And I thought at least today would start well.
~~~~~~~~~~Happy? Birthday
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
10:28 p.m.
All of a sudden, I just felt empty.
Today started great really, I had a good time during the buffet dinner. But I didn't think my day would actually end like this. I was so excited to tell Rainy about so many things today, like the food we ate and the gifts I got. I got a new backpack from my sister and my dad got me boxing gloves signed by the best boxer himself, Manny Pacquiao. I wanted to show the gloves to Rainy so I took pictures of the gloves. Haha... But anyway he told me to wait till I got home, so I did. Now that I'm home, he tells me that he's sleepy. And from there, everything just spiraled down, down, down. All that excitement for nothing. I was looking forward to speaking with him tonight, to show him and share with him the joy. I guess I was wrong to expect that much. When he's sleepy, he'd just sleep. He'd fall asleep on me no matter what the circumstance. Kinda reminds me of the time he fell asleep on me the day before Valentines... >.< Another thing is that stupid troll who posted on my shoutbox. What the crap. Just great. Perfect. The perfect way to end the day. Not to mention I have to study for practicals tomorrow. Still, it would have been nice if he just waited a little longer to listen to me tonight. Of all the times he'd come back for me, I never imagined he wouldn't on my birthday.
Today started well, but this is the first time that December 16 for me ended with me stressed and depressed, like any normal day.
今日はあたしの誕生日！
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
11:01 a.m.
今日はあたしの誕生日！(Today is my birthday!)
Yey me! Lol. I'm now officially 22 years old. Hm... That's not old yet is it? Waaaah! It is old! Nuuuuuuuuuuu!!!DX
Anyway, I'll be eating out for dinner with my parents and my cousin. We'll be eating buffet in some hotel. XD And since I'm on a diet, I'm actually starving myself today. Lol. No breakfast and no lunch. I'm gonna enjoy tonight. Then when I get back home, I'm going to study my ass off with Pathology. I'm seriously going to GET (not TRY, GET!) a high grade for Pathology practicals. I need it. I seriously need to pull my grade up. I'm going to have to buy myself some energy drinks for tonight. I definitely won't be sleeping early.
So bad, yet so good...
Monday, December 14, 2009
11:10 p.m.
Happy Birthday to my old buddy, Krishna! XD
But then again, it's not like he'd read this blog. He doesn't even know about it. Lol. Anyway, I got the results of some of my exams. In short, I did terrible. >.< Med is the death of me. T^T I wish it was Christmas break already. I need it. Huhuhu...
Bad news aside, I got a new cellphone. It's an early birthday gift. XD I got an iPhone! Cool huh? XD The funny thing is when I got it, I couldn't do anything to it when I synced it with my iTunes in my laptop. So I texted the guy my mom got the phone from. And well, since he replied super late and I'm an impatient kid, I restored the iPhone. Meaning, I reset everything on the phone, so that I could sync it all over again. You know how iPods are anyway. You have delete everything before you can completely sync it or whatever. So, yeah. I lost everything, especially the applications the guy added to the phone when my mom got it. When I tried to sync it again with my iTunes, I couldn't do it! OMG. It said I had to activate it with a valid SIM card. OMG. My Smart sim was invalid. OMG. I just remembered iPhone is regional. OMG. I CAN'T USE MY PHONE! @_@ So I was on panic mode. Then a few minutes later I calmed myself down and tried to think things through... OMG. This phone needs to be unlocked. OMG. How much does that cost? OMG. I'm gonna run out of money. OMG. There's something here on the internet about jailbreaking iPhones! I looked it up and did a quick research. So I just had to get a program to crack open the iPhone. I downloaded blackra1n, connected my phone to the laptop, and opened the program. In 20 seconds, my iPhone was "jailbroken". I was able to use the phone again. YEY!!! But wait! OMG. There's no signal. OMG. I can't send a text message. OMG. My SIM card isn't detected. And the cycle on panic mode repeated. I calmed myself down, and continued my quick research. Apparently, aside from jailbreaking, the iPhone also needed to be unlocked. So I looked around on how to unlock the iPhone. Apparently, blackra1n couldn't do jack, so I kept researching (which took around 10 minutes), after finding what I needed, it took another 20 seconds before my iPhone finally detected my SIM card. Yey!!! So yes, people, I know how to jailbreak and unlock an iPhone. Other than that, I also figured out how to find and download applications for free. OMG. I'm a hacker. OMG. It costs P800 to jailbreak and unlock an iPhone. OMG. I can make money out of this. OMG. I'm so good. *_*
The Aftermath
Sunday, December 6, 2009
10:39 p.m.
Last week was my exams. It was one hell of a week. So tiring. >.< Tomorrow, class continues. *sigh* I wish it was Christmas break already. I'm feeling stressed out. And I'll be even more stressed when they start showing us our scores in the Long tests. I'm sure I screwed majority of those tests again and as usual. Pathology is a bitch, Pharmacology is an ass, Medicine is bullcrap, and Surgery...! SURGERY MY GAWD! I expected it to be much easier than that! The heck. It made me think if my dad gave questions like those in the test when he was still teaching in UERM. The test questions were all like. WTH?!?! T^T I'm going to cry. Hopefully, I'll be able to make up for it next time. Mweh.
~~~~~~~~~~Blog updated!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
12:11 p.m.
I've archived all my 2009 blog entries. You can see them in the archives links. Anyway, it looks like my changing the layout of my blog will be delayed. I can't open photobucket for some reason. Wah... I'll be using this layout again I guess. Meh.
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